looking down the hole in a toilet

in a madrid hotel near the airport

i flush the shit from my soul

no longer chained to the starving refugee of my mind

bold and loud is how i will live this day and everyone that comes after

my elixir of life poured for me like my first lsd trip

full of possibility and uninhibited

free

certain

scared but knowing there is no other way

down the rabbit hole and into the woods

breadcrumbs be damned

there is no turning back