this liberation
of my heart
is a delicate reminder
of our creative impulse
to evolve

our drive for connection
RE connection
and the mountainous journey
of the soul

happiness is.
happiness is.

the day i met you
i smiled
and the sweet radiance of
YOU
entered my being
our life is too short
to waste on anything
but that

this is a message from my heart
this is a call to the universe
this is justice
ENOUGH FUCKING AROUND
we have to change it all NOW
i can't bare the suffering anymore
i can't watch it and go to meetings
and watch it happen some more

i give you 3 months to get your shit together, humanity
then i get wendy all over your ass......
and you won't like that very much

my kids still need to live here
and i can't leave the world like this
for them
i just can't

when i think of you
my bowels moan
my heart sinks
and my teeth hurt

think it's a sign of something?

in my pensive state
i approach the front door
and calmly tell the nice man
to go away
i am done buying
i will sell my soul no longer
this is MY canada
montreal is my litmus test
my beacon of light
my hope for my children
a spineless little worm
or a rebel yell?
we must decide
together

i am never bad
although some might disagree
like my mother, perhaps
wilting away in soggy suffocation
unfortunate as it is
it is not my life
and i am never bad